i don't know what else to say. i never meant it to be sarcastic. i never meant to make you pissed. i just hope you will take care of yourself a little more. because you are going to be an awesome player. and you don't deserve to be hindered in achieving your best by those injuries.

sorry for the bullsh*t that came out of my lips. i'm really sorry.

i wish i have powers to suck your injury onto me, so that you can go forth. jiayous jiejie...

to where this stairway will lead me to... for i'm lost. confused.
i can't do this on my own. and the reason is you...

I'm really thankful for you. Though at times there are late nights, fear... Though sometimes I feel so lost, I thank you, for guiding me. For the rubbish you crap with me. For the guidance you're always giving me. Thank God for this sister I never had. Thank you:)

finally, it was all decided.
like a burden finally put down. like a happy marriage.

old passion keeps burning, new love keeps me going.
not just the sport. but the attitude. the perseverance. the people. the HAPPY PEOPLE:):):)

bugs o bugs. flu bugs. cough bugs. throat infectionist. leave my precious ones alone. come to me. let the rest be nice and healthy so that they can play their best.

and me? just let me live.

I stare at your photograph
Still sleep in the shirt you left
And nobody knows it but me
- All We'd Ever Need, Lady Antebellum

friend sent me a song.
it reminded me of you.
why you, i thought.
why haven't i let go?
why am i still missing you, who's missing in my life?
i hate to cry over this.

i've moved on to tertiary education. NYP. physiotherapy.
meeting new people. facing new challenges.
i thought it'd be bad. no friends, no class spirit.
well, God gave me a lot. company, motivation.
friends. God gave me friends. seniors.
God gave me happy people.
thank you PT1001.
thank you johnleenjoleen:):):)