i'll marry the one who propose to me with a ring that looks atas but is inexpensive, doesn't have any gems or diamonds but is one that is truly unique and exclusive to us, because it's one that he designs:)

"Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me." -Psalms 51:10

that's what you get after a whole week of kayaking.

everything around you seemed like it's swaying as if you're on the sea.

that's not all.

sculling. J draw. classic draw.

stern rudder. bow rudder. halt.

TX rescue. eskimo bow rescue. kayak to swimmer rescue.

capsize. tap 3 times. shout for help. DEEP WATER ENTRY.

low brace turn. edging. hip flip.

low support recovery. high support recovery. box up.

currents. tides. wind.

paddles. PFDs. spray decks.

sunburn. blue blacks. muscle aches.

slalom. corsica. dancer.

and last but not least, 2 STAR:):)

i need a school. i need a job. i need my God back in my life.

like a mother's love towards her child.

I finally understood what true love is.

I finally understood, how painful it is when we turn away from God and reject Him.

like Jesus's love towards the sinful world. Thank You my Lord.

new working environment. i'm tempted to do camps still. but oh well.

time for a change. bye bye freedom, hello work:)

getting ready for a change. procrastination has set in long time ago.

God has forgiven me time and time again. too many a times I've taken it for granted. reminders suddenly flashed in my mind minutes ago. Krist, get ready for baptism.



O Lord, keep me safe in your arms. I fear the future that is uncertain. I need to throw away thoughts and distraction in my life. Help me, let me embrace this singlehood. Embrace every bit that You have given to me. Because You, my Lord, is my Father, Heavenly King. I've not said this in a long long time, but yes, I Love You Lord:):)